Venting

You know how I said "tmrw will be a better day"? Yeah well, that most definitely did not happen. I emailed each of my professors in Chem and Spanish and I also emailed the head of the Spanish department... nothing. They said there's nothing they can do about it and that it's too late to request taking the exam at an alternate time. I am now forced to take both exams within the two hour period. I'm absolutely furious and stressed the fuck out about it. But there's nothing I can do but prepare myself so I can finish each exam within an hour. But I would have to try to get from West bank to East bank as fast as possible on that day. And taking the bus is not an option because there's a fcking Vikings game at the TCF Bank Stadium that day. WHAT WAS THE U THINKING?! Seriously, a game on finals day... STUPID BITCHASSHOES. Ugh whatever I WILL make this work. I have to...

It was so embarassing when I was talking to my professor because I totally broke down in front of her... in the hallway where everyone could see us. I've never done it before. I hate crying in front of people, or crying at all really. But on the bright side, my Spanish professor told me that even if I got an "F" on the final, I'd still have an "A" in the class... which is a relief because I won't have to worry bout it too much.

I had such a terrible day yesterday but thank goodness my mom came to pick me up so we could go shopping! It was much needed. I didn't buy much for myself because we were Christmas shopping but it was still fun! I love my mom :)

Blogging also helped a lot. I really need to keep up with this haha

- Ashley